Things that I hate about myself

• I get EASILY jealous. It fucking sucks. Like my day/mood can get completely ruined just by a ~certain~ person showing up or w/e (depending on the situation)
• I have no patience at all. I wish I could be calm and be like “things could happen I just need to wait longer blah blah blah” but I need/want answers NOW.

These 2 flaws combined are just eating me alive. 

It’s extremely hard remaining positive and patient when all I want is one thing but everything is too complicated anymore.